Siman 109 סימן 109 Source: https://ajew.org/reader/chayey-moharan/1/109 Segment 1 HE: וְסִפֵּר לִי רַבִּי שִׁמְעוֹן הַנַּ"ל שֶׁתֵּכֶף אַחַר שֶׁכִּסָּה רַבֵּנוּ זִכְרוֹנוֹ לִבְרָכָה פְּנֵי הַכַּלָּה בְּיוֹם חֲתֻנָּתוֹ הָלַךְ מִיָּד וְקָרָא כַּמָּה בְּנֵי הַנְּעוּרִים, EN: (6.) Behold, regarding all these matters there is very, very much to tell — countless thousands and tens of thousands of events that occurred to him during those days and years when he resided in the aforementioned places, for that was the main period of his toil and exertion in serving Hashem Yisburach with very great effort, and he had great battles every single day and every single hour before he subdued and broke each and every character trait, and each and every desire. And since I did not merit to draw close to him until he came here to Breslov, and all these things I heard intermittently — the majority from his holy mouth, and the rest from other people who knew him then — I am therefore unable to tell everything in proper order, and I am compelled to skip much from subject to subject. And whatever comes to my memory I shall not withhold from telling, for even of what I already heard, the greater part has been forgotten.