{
  "bookId": "meshivas-nefesh",
  "part": "1",
  "torah": "119",
  "title": "אות-סז",
  "hebrewTitle": "אות-סז",
  "sourceUrl": "/reader/meshivas-nefesh/1/119",
  "plainUrl": "/reader-plain/meshivas-nefesh/1/119/",
  "segments": [
    {
      "index": 1,
      "he": "לִפְעָמִים נוֹפֵל הָאָדָם מְאד וְנִתְרַחֵק מֵהַשֵּׁם יִתְבָּרַךְ עַל יְדֵי הָאֱמֶת, כִּי יוֹדֵעַ בֶּאֱמֶת שֶׁפָּגַם וְקִלְקֵל מְאד, וְגַם עַתָּה הוּא כְּמוֹ שֶׁהוּא וְעַל כֵּן מִתְיָאֵשׁ בְּעַצְמוֹ לְגַמְרֵי, אֲבָל בֶּאֱמֶת צְרִיכִין לְהִתְרַחֵק מֵהָאֱמֶת כָּזֶה וְכוּ (עַיֵּן אֱמֶת אוֹת כ\"ז וְעַיֵּן שָׁם עוֹד אוֹת ל)",
      "en": "Sometimes a person falls greatly and distances himself from Hashem through truth — for he knows in truth that he has damaged and corrupted greatly, and even now he is as he is — and therefore he despairs of himself entirely. But in truth one must distance oneself from such a use of truth. See: Truth, Ois 27 and Ois 30."
    }
  ]
}