Tape 50, Side B

...from the Litvaks… ...only, only, only to study, and this man, he, he, he wants to be like Rebbe Yisroel Rebbe Yisroel had a lot of money, and gave him money, money, money Then we returned to Yerushalayim; this man also lived, lived in Yerushalayim, he had an apartment And he gave us the apartment, and gave us, he became such a Breslover… ...{Rebbe Yisroel} went to search for some mitzvah, until he found, until he.. until he found He found this guest, he gave him a lot of money He lived, and he came to Teveria He, and Rebbe Yisroel {he brought him, brought him a lot, he tithed until he found, yes} He gave him all the money he had, gave it for this man so that they would have food to eat And this man thought Rebbe Yisroel was a millionaire, he, he was very rich, he gives him so much money; afterward we returned to Yerushalayim, and this man became completely Breslov Hu.. hu.. hu.. He became, he saw such a rich man who gives so much money to charity He.. "Good, this is life, a good life” He became Breslov, he laughed at all the scholars, at all {...}, at all of them [Saba, do you want to eat?] I want to eat, but not now [Good] Later [You can live here always, Saba] Eh? Yes? [Yes, there is a lot of room at my house, and you can stay There is room for you, for Shimon and Ilan, stay here] Nu, "Livelihood, livelihood, livelihood, livelihood” Then Rabbainu said, everyone who shouted: "Livelihood, livelihood" Then, then the holy Rabbainu said: "Livelihood? Only trust!" He gave everyone livelihood {But} Rebbe Yisroel, peace be upon him, had a ledger, he was a recorder, "a great recorder”

He had a ledger, and recorded everything that he had as income and every.. yes And he gave a fifth; every month he gave a fifth of the money Hashem blessed be He gave him, he gave a fifth Nu, he did not have mo.., {when it is necessary} to do a mitzvah, he did not have money Nu, he said: "The chomesh will pay for everything" "Do I have a worry about debts? My chomesh, it will pay for everything" [The chomesh?] [The chomesh will pay for everything..] [The chomesh?] [That is trust, as it were..] [Yes] [The moment you give a fifth, it is a blessing..] [Yes, yes, yes..] [Surely very great, it will pay.. it will pay for everything] [Yes, yes] [It is also written in the "Sefer HaMidos"] [Yes] [Someone who has livelihood problems, {should do some} charity..] [Yes..] […………..] {..}... ...when he is in debt, the chomesh will pay Once he complained before me, he was already so deeply in debt to the 'chomesh', he {{..}} He had great pain, he owed money to the 'chomesh', a lot of money [Ay.. ay..]... ...{...}: "I have a chomesh, a chomesh that pays all {the debt}, all the debts" "The chomesh is very rich" He went, as the world {..} searches for money, he searched for a mitzvah Maybe there will be, will be, will be {...}, maybe Hashem blessed be He will send him some mitzvah, he went to search He found every time, and they became close to Rabbainu "If he has Chassidim like these, I want to be Breslov I do not want to be a scholar, I want to be Breslov" {Yes} He had a small ledger and he was a great bookkeeper He recorded every penny Hashem blessed be He sent him, and every income and expense {..} And he made an accounting of how much he owed, how much money he owed

[You see? How much … the more constrained – the more mitzvos] And he was always happy, happy, he danced and he played music He was, was, was happy as though he had all the money in the world, as though he had He had five sons, daughters and an only son The only son, his name was Mordechai, the only son I knew him when he was a small child, but he grows up, he grew up, grew up and became bar mitzvah This, this only son, and he also had, the only son had a sister, a sister And she was such a modest tzaddeikes, that there are no {words} to speak, there is no speech to speak She thought that I was a brother, Esther, her name was He, the only son, his name was Mordechai And he also had a daughter whose name was Esther, and she was such a tzaddeikes, like Queen Esther [Ahh..] Ay, she was already seven, eight years old, and she was so modest Ah, so good, ah Esther He had Mordechai and Esther at home [Ay..] And Mordechai.. became after the bar mitzvah, he had, he was sick and passed away, no, Esther, Esther passed away And Mordechai.. passed away three days before Rebbe Yisroel, and he knew that he passed away, and Rebbe Yisroel also passed away [Ahh..] There was, there was one time, there was, Rebbe Yisroel was not at home, and there is a woman and girls and children Nu, and I was there, they need to eat, they were five children {and there were}, they need to eat No, they did not have, I went to ask, to ask for alms, to ask that they have mercy I will go and search for money, they said to him, everyone said to me: "I have not sold anything yet, from where will I give money? I do not have now mo.., I do not have money" So I went to search, I found one man and his son who had a merchandise store, a store

Nu, but, but {..} in the morning he, they do not sell, not.., there is no money, in the morning How I went to him at the store, he and his son, and he gave me a lot of money And I had {…} to buy bread, and.. and I had {…}, thank God, in order to give the children bread to eat; then I was very happy, that I had, thank God, something {..} to give the children, to eat b.. bread and oil {..}… ...{..} He went, he was on the road and left the house without money Nu, I can {…..} I could not bear it, there are small children, they need to eat Nu, and I do not have, I also do not have {a little money} So I went to collect money so that I would have bread to give the children I went, I went from store to store, and everyone said: "What? I have not sold anything yet, what is this? There is not yet, I still do not have, no, I do not have money" Nu, I was in great distress, I need to buy for the children Nu, so I went farther, found a store, a father and his son, and he had a store of merchandise to sell, yes Nu, but {I thought}, "Now it is morning, there is no money yet" I went to him, and he went to the cash box and gave me a lot of money [..] And I became very happy from this, that I have, thank God, money to buy food for the home He does not know me, I entered the store, he went to the place of the money and took out money and gave me [..] He went on the road and did not.., left the house without money, without bread, without {bread} And I was a young man, I was a young man, nu, I was in the house like a child, like.. yes Nu, Rebbe Yisroel is not here, and the children want to eat, and I have neither money nor, nor, nor bread In short, I was, I was already, I had great distress, and I said:

"Why does Hashem blessed be He not give me money for the children?" So I went and found some store, yes, that had a father there with his son I entered the store, I was very ashamed, he will show me: "Now it is morning, I still, still have not sold, there is no money yet", like everyone So he went to the place of the money and took out money and gave me a lot of money And I had to.., for the children to eat {...}, to.. eat And Rebbe Yisroel, as though he has no children, as though.. he went, he went to Meron And I remained with the children, I went to search for money, and they said to me: "What? Now it is morning, and how..? I have not sold anything yet, there is none, I also do not have money" In short, {…} I received great distress, I have no money in order to buy the children food to eat Good, {but} I found one store, and there was a father there with his son, and the father.. I entered the store, and I was afraid that he would throw me outside He went to the place of the money and took out a lot of money and gave me He, I do not know him, and he does not know me, and I had money to buy food for the children He, he left me the house empty, there is no money and there is no {..} anything [Ay..] Ah.. [Lessons for a whole lifetime] I was ashamed to enter the store, what? In the morning? Where is there money? I entered the store, and the father went to the place of the money and {received} money, and gave me a lot of money, and I had money to buy bread for the children But Rebbe Yisroel, as though he has no children, as though he has nothing, there is Yisroel Ber {at home} and he, he went, and the children have nothing, nothing to eat, and he went to Meron [Ahh..] Nu, I am going to collect money, and everyone says: "What? Is there money in the morning? I have not sold anything yet"

So I found one, a store, a merchant, and I entered, I, I was very ashamed He will take me and throw me outside, "What money? From where money? {..}, is there money in the morning?" And he went to the place of the money and took money and gave me, and I had money to buy food for the children, and he went to Meron; he has a house with children, but there is Yisroel Ber, Yisroel Ber I went to search for money, and everyone says: "What? Is there money in the morning? I have not sold anything yet, I do not have, {…}, I also do not have money From where is there money in the morning? I have not sold anything yet" I went to search farther, I found one merchant, he and his son, and I entered the store [Yosef, I am already coming, Yosef] And I was ashamed, he, I thought that he would take me from here and throw me outside "What, is there money in the morning? What is this?" […..…] [……..] [Saba, Saba] Eh? [May you merit mitzvos, Saba, you strengthened me very, very much, for my whole life with God's help, Saba, y..] "Money? Is there money in the morning?” [Saba, bless me that I should merit to fulfill] At any rate, I went, found a store, a father and his son, they came from the synagogue {…}, and I entered, I thoug.., I, I was very ashamed, and I had great distress He will take me {in anger\from here} {and throw, yes}: "What? Is there money in the morning? I have not sold anything yet" He gave me money for all {…, the stores}, and I had money to buy food for the children [I will stay here, I will stay here.. good] [Saba, Saba, I am going for a moment, and in another five minutes I am coming, another approximately two minutes] [……….] He has a house and children, he went to Meron He has a house and children, he went to Meron, Yisroel Ber is there

"Yisroel Ber {..will buy}, he will have money and will buy for the children "Livelihood”, says Rebbe.., "Only trust" […………] [………...] I had great distress: "What will be? The sons need to eat and I have no money, what {will be}? And everyone said that in the morning there is no money, he has not yet sold, sold, they sold nothing, they have no money.." Yes, and I was in great distress, I entered the store, he gave for all the stores He gave me a lot of money He does not know me, and I do not know him, and he gave me a lot of money I do not, not, not tell things for nothing, that is how it was, what happened I tell He left a house with small children and Yisroel Ber, and he went to Meron and he left me at home Nu, the small children need to eat, and I have no money and I have nothing, I will go search for money So everyone said: "What? Is there money in the morning? What? Are you crazy? Is there money in the morning?" and I had great distress: "What is this? What will be with the children?" Then I ent.., I found one store, and he came from the synagogue, he and his son {And I..}, and he opened the store, and I entered after him [..] {…}, and I {was careful..}, I said to him: "I have a house with small children, I need to buy" He, he heard and entered the place of the money, he opened and gave me a lot of money So that I had enough for to buy {food and.. good for the children} He gave for all, all the stores did not have money, only he, only him, and he gave me a lot of money, does not know me Providence from Hashem blessed be He Ah, he went to Meron, in Meron he, from Tzfas to Meron, three hours on foot [Oy..] Who is this?

[Eh?] The children got up from sleep, and need to eat, and I am going to search for money in order to buy So all {…}.., all the stores said: "Nu, what? Are you crazy? Is there money in the morning? In the morning I have not yet, have not yet sold anything, I..”… ..."Is there money in the morning?" I entered the store, and he e.., he saw me and entered the place of the money, and took out money and gave me li.., like this, {..}, a full hand of money, I had {...} for the children to buy [Ay..] Before, I was in despair: "Nu, what will be? All, all the stores, no one gave me money, what will be with the children?” {…}, I saw that one man came from the synagogue with the tallis and tefillin with his son and opens the store, nu, and they entered, and I entered after them, after them: "Money, money, I have children, and need money", {yes} Then I.., I was very ashamed, I thought he would take me and show me the door He {..} he would throw me outside: "Go! Is there money in the morning? I have not yet sold" He gave me money, a full hand of money, and I had money to buy for the children {..} [Ahh..] {..} He went to Meron, he went to Meron, to Rebbe Shimon, yes {...} there are children, they will get up and they need to eat, and Yisroel {…} Yisroel Ber is in the house, nu, nu, nu, nu, nu, nu.. He went to Meron, and I went to search for money, and thank God I found money To give food to the children I went from store to store, and everyone says we have not yet sold, they sold nothing, they have no money What will be..? What will be {for\with} the children? I see that a father and his son are going to open the store, and they went and opened the store and entered

And I entered after them and said to the father: "I need money for children to.. for food to.." He, he saw, I had fear that he would throw me outside So he gave me a full hand of money, and I had, thank God Ah, ah, ah.. Oy, this was at the beginning, at the beginning that.. {ah.. yes, that I, but I vowed..}, Rebbe Yisroel, he came to me, nu, afterward it was night and they went to sleep, and Rebbe Yisroel, he went to pray, to the mikvah and to pray and to.. He went to Meron, he has a house with small children, {and more, and more}, yes {… and left everything}, everything in the house, there was nothing, {and thank God} This merchant, he and his son, they came from the synagogue and opened the store and entered, and I entered after them: "Money, money, money, I need money" And the owner of the store {he} went to the place of the money and gave me like this, the full hand {with} money I will not forget this day, I will not be able to forget, everyone said: "There is no money, money, nu, what? What are you cra..? What, are you crazy? Is there money in the morning?" I, I see, suddenly I see one with his son, he, they have a store, they opened the store And entered, and I entered after them, "Money, money.." I was afraid, he would take me and throw me outside "What money? You come in the morning? Now I opened the store, from where do {I} have money?" He went {...}, the owner of the store, he went to the place of the money and took a full hand of money and gave me [Ay..] This day, no, it is impossible to tell, I will never forget tod.., this day And Rebbe Yisroel, what? He has children, Yisroel Ber is there, there will be.., {…..} The children, Hashem blessed be He feeds and sustains, and they will have, he went to Meron

I am going to search for money in order to buy food for the children, and go from store to store and everyone says: "What, is there money in the morning? From where? In the morning? I have not yet sold anything" And I was in despair, what will be? The children need to eat and I have no money at all I see that one man with his son are going with keys and are going to a st.., to some store They open it and enter, and.. then I also entered {Yes}, I entered, I also entered, "Money, money, money" I was afraid he would throw me, {yes} He gave me a full hand of money, gave me, I saw such a wondrous thing, such I, they entered the store, and I also entered, and I said to him: "Money, I need charity, money, money" He: "Money?”, he went to the place of the money and gave a full hand of money [Yisroel Dagan sings: "Fortunate are we, how good is our portion and how pleasant is our lot and how beautiful is our inheritance, fortunate are we.." (Saba rouses him) {{. . .}}] Rebbe Yisroel went to Meron, and left me with children, ah.. There is no, no, no food to eat, there are children, but there is nothing to eat, {not ….} I only went to search for money {{….}}.., in the stores, and everyone says: "What is this? Are you crazy? In the morning? I have not yet sold anything What are you saying? What do you want? Is there money in the morning?" One merchant and his son came, he opened the store and they entered, and I also entered after them: "Money, money, charity I need", {…} "Money?”, he went to the place of the money and gave me a full hand of money, and I had {thank God} money in order to buy the children.. food, and Rebbe Yisroel went to Meron He has a house and children, and he went to Meron, and money he did not, did not give me to buy for them

Nu, what is there to do? I went to search for money, not {…}, I did not know, in the morning there is no money? Everyone: "What? Are you crazy? Is there money in the morning? I have not yet sold anything" Nu, what does one do? I went and saw that one man, a merchant, he and his son were going to a store and opening it and entering, ah, they entered, and I also {entered} "What do you want?” "Charity, {need} money" [..ah, yes] He gave me a handful of money [..Come, come, welcome, come, come, the redemption is beginning, come Nu, so come ………., Saba] Nu [Sharon was on the telephone, Sharon] Who has money? [Sharon was on the telephone, Sharon] Nu, he {merited..}.., did he hear? [He is on the way here, he, he now, he is coming, he is traveling to us, Sharon] What does he want? [He wants redemption, redemption.. Saba, Sunday we are traveling with a house with wheels, we are going to Kiryat Shmona to turn all of Kiryat Shmona over to Rabbainu, with books and all, all the good things] But I cannot go [There is a bed inside, there is a house with wheels, with beds] Yes? [Yes] Good [And he will come, Aharon, Aharon will come, Aharon and Sharon and all the friends We will go, and Uri and.. and Shimon and Ilan, and I and you, everyone, and..] Everyone {..} [Tzion Barzilai] Everyone, everyone has no mo.., they have no money, {..} [But we have books, we have no money, we have books and cassettes and a guitar And a bed and a car, and we will travel from city to city] Good [From city to city] Certainly [Yes]...