Ullim LeTroofah
עלים לתרופה
Leaves for Healing
LETTER ONE HUNDRED AND FORTY-ONE
With the help of Hashem Yisborach  ·  Motzei Shabbos Kodesh, Parshas Shelach  ·  Year 5594 (1834)
To Abundant peace to my beloved son, my dear one — the scholarly one — our Teacher the Rabbi Yitzchok — may his light shine. [Yitzchok]

Your letter I received on the eve of Thursday — and my kidneys exult in your salvation [תַּעֲלֹזְנָה כִלְיוֹתַי בִּישׁוּעָתְךָ — Tehillim 16:7: af leilos yissruni chilyosai — the kidneys, the seat of the deepest inner counsel, are also the seat of deepest joy. Ta'aloznah chilyosai echoes Mishlai 23:16: v'ta'aloznah chilyosai b'daber sfatecha meisharim — "and my kidneys will exult when your lips speak what is right." The deepest inner organs responding with pure joy to Yitzchok's good news — a physical metaphor for the most inward and unreserved delight] — that — praised be G-d — you have acquired a fine home — for a good omen — in His kindness. Although I know that the matter weighs somewhat upon you — even so — you did well not to forgo such a house — as I heard and understood from afar — for not every day does there appear such a pleasant and spacious dwelling at such a price. And may Hashem Yisborach help you to settle it comfortably — and in His mercies may He shower upon you doubly — an abundance of goodness and blessing and great expansion into your home. And see to complete the entire Torah before you enter there — as you know. And also do what is written in the Sefer HaAlef-Beis [סֵפֶר הָאָלֶף-בֵּית — the Sefer Alef Beis of Rebbe Nachman: a collection of the Rebbe's concise teachings organized alphabetically. The specific instruction mentioned here is the custom of bringing a sword or knife into a new home first — a protective practice for entering a new dwelling to establish holiness before all else. The sword represents spiritual strength and the capacity for *teshuvah* — cutting away the impure — at the threshold of the new space] — to bring a sword or knife and so forth into it first. And may you merit to engage in Torah within your home — with all your offspring — for length of good days and years. Omain, so may it be His will.

And behold — certainly it would have been fitting for me to help in such a matter — but you know that I am not in a position to help you financially — not even a single small coin. Especially since I now need to deal with completing the building of my home for the good — and I am not able to help you except through prayer — as our sages of blessed memory said: they helped through prayer [עָזְרוּ בִּתְפִלָּה — Sanhedrin 95a: Hashem helped Chizkiyahu against Sancherev not through human military effort but through the angels' assistance — and the Talmud says: "they helped through prayer." The contribution of prayer as a genuine and primary form of practical help — not a consolation for the inability to give financially but the essential and most powerful form of help] [Sanhedrin 95a]. And even more than this will be a help and salvation for you — that I strengthen you to engage in prayer and private speech before Hashem Yisborach — for this is the essential help and great salvation above all.

And behold — because of the going-out of Shabbos — and it is not my practice to write at such a time close after Havdala — only love disrupts the proper order [אַהֲבָה מְקַלְקֶלֶת הַשּׁוּרָה — a Talmudic principle (B'reishis Rabbah 55:8 and Rashi on B'reishis 22:3): love upsets the proper arrangement and natural order. Applied by Reb Nussun to his own practice: his love for Yitzchok compels him to write immediately after Shabbos despite his usual practice of waiting — love itself is the disruption that overrides all proper schedule] — and I wrote you now these few words that sustain much. And beyond this I have no strength now to extend.

The words of your father — who intercedes on your behalf.

Nussun of Breslov.

Overview: Motzei Shabbos, Parshas Shelach. Yitzchok has acquired a fine house. *Ta'aloznah chilyosai bishusascha* (Tehillim 16:7 / Mishlai 23:16) — the kidneys as the seat of deepest inner joy. Advice: complete the entire Torah before entering; bring a sword first according to the Sefer HaAlef-Beis. Financial inability but prayer as the essential help — *azru v'tefilla* (Sanhedrin 95a). *Ahavah m'kalkeles hashurah* — love disrupts the proper order — compelled to write on Motzei Shabbos despite his usual practice.

Key Themes

Ta'aloznah Chilyosai — Tehillim 16:7 / Mishlai 23:16 "My kidneys exult in your salvation." The kidneys — seat of deepest inner counsel — responding with the most inward and unreserved delight to Yitzchok's good news. The physical metaphor for joy that is deeper than the surface.
Sefer HaAlef-Beis — Sword First The instruction from the Sefer Alef Beis: bring a sword or knife into the new home first. Establishing holiness and spiritual strength — the capacity for *teshuvah* — at the threshold of the new space before all else.
Azru V'tefilla — Sanhedrin 95a "They helped through prayer." Prayer as a genuine and primary form of practical help — not a consolation for inability to give financially but the essential and most powerful form of help.
Ahavah M'kalkeles HaShurah "Love disrupts the proper order." The Talmudic principle: love overrides all natural arrangement and proper schedule. Applied to his writing immediately on Motzei Shabbos despite his usual practice. Love itself is the disruption that is higher than the rule.