Ullim LeTroofah
עלים לתרופה
Leaves for Healing
LETTER TWO HUNDRED
Blessed be Hashem  ·  Sunday, Parshas Nitzavim — Nemirov  ·  Year 5595 (1835)
To My beloved son — the delight of my heart [מַחְמַד לְבָבִי — the delight of my heart: an especially intimate address — not the usual *machmad einai* (delight of my eye) but *machmad l'vavi* — of my heart itself. Written from exile in Nemirov on the eve of Rosh Hashanah].

The bearer of this letter — Rabbi Nachman of Tulchin — will tell you of my preoccupation just now. But from my love for you and my longing — the necessity compels me to write you these few lines at any rate. Be strong — my son — and resolute — and trust in Hashem — for He will not abandon us. And we must return every day and remember what was written on the verse *batzar hirchavta li* — in distress You gave me expansiveness [LM I:195; Tehillim 4:2] — and in this is all our vitality now. And the vastness of the expansions that are within the very force of the distresses — they are our vitality and our strengthening — so as not to despair from prayer and crying and supplication [עֹצֶם הַרְחָבוֹת שֶׁבְּתוֹךְ תֹּקֶף הַצָּרוֹת — the extraordinary phrase: *otzem haharchavos sheb'toch toqef hatzaros* — the VASTNESS of the expansions WITHIN THE VERY FORCE of the distresses. Not merely within the distresses — but within their very force and intensity. The greater the pressure — the more vast the hidden expansiveness within it] — and to hope for His salvation always — for certainly He will help and save us for the sake of His great Name — through the great power of the holy elder upon whom we lean in this world and the next forever [בְּגֹדֶל כֹּחוֹ שֶׁל זָקֵן דִּקְדֻשָּׁה אֲשֶׁר אָנוּ נִשְׁעָנִים עָלָיו — "through the great power of the holy elder upon whom we lean." The *zaken dikdushah* — Rebbe Nachman — is the one upon whom Reb Nussun leans in every crisis of this world and the next. Written from exile — the leaning is the very substance of the hope].

The words of your father — greatly preoccupied — who awaits salvation.

Nussun of Breslov.

Overview: Sunday, Parshas Nitzavim — from Nemirov — the eve of Rosh Hashanah 5596. A brief ardent note: *machmad l'vavi* — the delight of my heart. Rabbi Nachman of Tulchin will tell of his preoccupation. But from love and longing — the compulsion to write these few lines. *Chazak v'ematz u'vtach baHashem.* Return every day and remember *batzar hirchavta li* — in this is all our vitality now. The vastness of the expansions within the very force of the distresses — our vitality and strengthening not to despair from prayer and crying — to hope for His salvation always — for certainly He will help and save for the sake of His great Name — through the great power of the holy elder upon whom we lean in this world and the next forever.

Key Themes

Machmad L'vavi — The Delight of My Heart A uniquely intimate address — not *machmad einai* (eye) but *machmad l'vavi* (heart) — written from Nemirov on the eve of Rosh Hashanah. The love and longing compel even these few lines despite all the preoccupation and confusion.
Otzem HaHarchavos Sheb'toch Toqef HaTzaros The vastness of the expansions within the very force of the distresses. Not merely within the distress — but within its force and intensity. This is all our vitality now — the strengthening that prevents despair from prayer and crying and supplication.