Ullim LeTroofah
עלים לתרופה
Leaves for Healing
LETTER THIRTY-EIGHT
Friday, Eve of the holy Shabbos, Parshas Lech  ·  12th of Cheshvan, Year 5591 (1830)
Written from Breslov
Blessed be Hashem
To Peace and life and all good to my beloved son and dear one — the distinguished scholar — our Teacher the Rabbi Yitzchok — may his light shine and radiate.

Surely you have heard that we sat in the village of Shuriovitz all the seven days of the wedding feast. Until here His mercies have sustained me — and so forth — and also unto old age and grey hair may He not abandon me [cf. Tehillim 71:18] — until we merit to see His salvation sprout and be revealed soon before our eyes. And I have already written to you that we see a sprouting of a horn of salvation at every time — but we still need salvation and very, very great mercy each day and at every time and at every hour — until we merit to be as He desires, may He be blessed, in truth.

And we are obligated always to be grateful for the past — for all the kindnesses and goodnesses that He has already performed wondrously with us — with each and every person — in so many ways — both materially and spiritually. If only our mouths were full of song as the sea — and so forth and so forth. And through this we will have the strength to cry out for the future — that He have mercy on us in His great mercies.

And save us from the depths of the sea — from the miry clay where there is no standing [cf. Tehillim 69:3] — that spreads in this world — and in particular in these generations at the footsteps of Mashiach — as every person knows in his own soul. And even so — we see His wonders in such depth — for already He has multiplied and made wondrous His kindness with us without end.

Therefore one must always walk in the above-mentioned path — to give thanks for the past and to cry out for the future — as you have already heard from me much about this matter. Be strong, my son — be strong — and gladden your soul with everything you can. And trust in Hashem — for He will not abandon you.

The words of your father — who awaits your salvation.

Nussun of Breslov.

To all our anshay shlomaynu — peace. To all of them these words were spoken — be strong and let your heart take courage — all who hope to Hashem [Tehillim 31:25].

Overview: Written on the Friday Reb Nussun returns to Breslov after seven days at a wedding in the village of Shuriovitz. The letter is brief but contains one of the most complete formulations of the dual spiritual path in the collection: gratitude for the past, crying out for the future. These two movements — *todah* and *tze'akah* — are the axis around which all of Reb Nussun's teaching on prayer revolves, and here they are stated with crystalline simplicity.

Key Themes

Gratitude and Cry — The Dual Path L'hodos al he'avar v'litzo'ok al ha'atid lavo — to give thanks for the past and to cry out for what is yet to come — is the complete programme of Breslov prayer in a single sentence. It appears across multiple letters but here is stated most concisely and directly.
Ikkvos Meshicha — The Footsteps of Mashiach The phrase — b'ikvos Meshicha — refers to the generation immediately preceding the Messianic era, described in Talmudic literature as a time of extreme spiritual darkness and moral confusion. Reb Nussun identifies his own generation in these terms — yet sees in it precisely the place where divine wonders shine most brightly.
Until Old Age and Grey Hair The verse from Tehillim 71:18 — v'gam ad zikna v'sayva... al ta'azveni — is a prayer not to be abandoned in old age. Reb Nussun quotes it as personalised gratitude for mercy received until now — and as a prayer for its continuation. He is himself ageing; the verse is lived, not merely cited.
Seven Days of Wedding Feasting The reference to the seven days of the wedding feast (shivas yemay ha'mishteh) is the only direct mention of a wedding celebration in the entire collection. It grounds the abstract theological teaching in a specific human event — joy and its aftermath.