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השתפכות הנפש - Hashtatfchus HaNefesh
צָרִיךְ לָזֶה זְכִיָּה גְּדוֹלָה שֶׁיִּזְכֶּה לְיַשֵּׁב עַצְמוֹ שָׁעָה אַחַת בַּיּוֹם וְשֶׁיִּהְיֶה לוֹ חֲרָטָה עַל מַה שֶּׁצְּרִיכִין לְהִתְחָרֵט כִּי לָאו כָּל אָדָם זוֹכֶה לָזֶה, כִּי הַיּוֹם חוֹלֵף וְעוֹבֵר אֶצְלוֹ וְאֵין לוֹ פְּנַאי לְיַשֵּׁב עַצְמוֹ אֲפִלּוּ פַּעַם אַחַת כָּל יְמֵי חַיָּיו, עַל כֵּן צְרִיכִין לְהִתְגַּבֵּר לִרְאוֹת לְיַחֵד לוֹ פְּנַאי וּלְיַשֵּׁב עַצְמוֹ הֵיטֵב עַל כָּל מַעֲשָׂיו אֲשֶׁר הוּא עוֹשֶׂה בָּעוֹלָם אִם כָּךְ רָאוּי לוֹ לְבַלּוֹת יָמָיו בְּמַעֲשִׂים כָּאֵלּוּ (שָׁם, סִימָן מ"ז).
Take the time to settle yourself and take stock everyday One must have great merit, for him to merit, to settle himself one hour a day, and for him to have regret for that which necessitates regret, because not everyone merits to this, for the day passes and whisks by him and he doesn't have the opportunity to settle himself even one time in all the days of his life. Therefore it is necessary to rise and take charge, to see to commit time for himself to settle himself well, concerning all his action which he does in this world, if it is appropriate for him to spend his days in such a fashion, with this conduct.
וְעַיֵּן בְּסֵפֶר "נַחַת הַשֻּׁלְחָן" כְּתַב-יָד מֵהָרַב הַקָּדוֹשׁ מִטְּשֶׁערִין זִכְרוֹנוֹ לִבְרָכָה, בְּהִלְכוֹת פֶּסַח שֶׁמְּבאָר שָׁם, שֶׁעִקַּר הִתְגַּבְּרוּת הַסִּטְרָא-אַחֲרָא הוּא לְסַמּוֹת עֵינֵי הָאָדָם שֶׁלּא לְהִתְבּוֹנֵן כְּלָל עַל דְּרָכָיו, בִּבְחִינַת לא יַחְפּץ כְּסִיל בִּתְבוּנָה וְכוּ' אֲבָל תֵּכֶף שֶׁמְּעוֹרֵר כּחַ וְהֶאָרַת הַנְּשָׁמָה שֶׁהוּא בְּחִינַת אוֹר הַנֵּר בְּחִינַת נֵר ה' נִשְׁמַת אָדָם וּמַתְחִיל לְפַשְׁפֵּשׁ בְּמַעֲשָׂיו וּלְהִתְבּוֹנֵן עַל דְּרָכָיו, אֲזַי הַבָּא לִטָּהֵר מְסַיְּעִין לוֹ וּמְעַט מִן הָאוֹר דּוֹחֶה הַרְבֵּה מִן הַחֹשֶׁךְ, וְזֶה שֶׁמְּבָרְכִין עַל בִּעוּר חָמֵץ בְּעֵת הַבְּדִיקָה כִּי הַבְּדִיקָה בְּעַצְמָהּ שֶׁל הֶחָמֵץ (שֶׁהוּא מִצַּד הַיֵּצֶר הָרָע) הַיְנוּ כְּשֶׁמַּתְחִיל לְחַפֵּשׂ וּלְפַשְׁפֵּשׁ בְּמַעֲשָׂיו זֶה כְּבָר הוּא הַתְחָלַת הַבִּעוּר .
(Words of Rabbi Nachman, article 47). [And see in the book “Nachas HaShulchan” (Savoring the Table- Code of Jewish Law), handwritten manuscript of the holy Rav of Tcherin o.b.m., in the laws of passover, where he explains that the main insurrection of the other (-evil) side is to blind a persons eyes so that he does not give any contemplation whatsoever to his ways, in the aspect of (Proverbs 18:3), “A fool does not desire understanding etc..” However, immediately when there is an awakening of the power and the radiance of the neshama (-soul), which is the aspect of the light of the candle, the aspect of (Proverbs 20:27), “The candle of Hashem is the neshama of a person (searching all the chambers of the innards),” and he begins to examine his actions and to contemplate his ways, then (Avoda Zura 55a), one who comes to purify himself (from above) they help him, and a little light repels a lot of darkness (Tzaidah LaDerech 12). And this is what we make the blessing on the obliteration of chumetz (-leaven and foods which were fermented, which must be eradicated before Passover) at the time of the bedika (-the search for chumetz the night before Passover, all the chumetz found is destroyed the next morning, yet the blessing on the destruction is made before the search), because the very bedika (-search, examination) for the chumetz (which is a construct of the evil inclination), that is, when one begins to search and examine his actions, this itself is already the beginning of the obliteration].
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