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Your letter from Tuesday of Vayishlach I received on Friday — the eve of Shabbos — through the co-parent-in-law. And may Hashem Yisbarach give you life and your household — as you gave me life with your letter. It was truly a little healing for my illness. For three weeks ago — when you wrote to me that the animals of your co-parent-in-law, may his candle shine, were stolen — and also some other matters — I nearly fell faint — for it was in the very heart of my illness. And now I will write to you — that blessed be G-d — on the holy Shabbos I recited the Birchas Hagomel in the synagogue nearby — and I walked there with a staff. And when they called me to the Torah — I could not stand on my feet. And the prayer of the eighteen blessings — I cannot stand — for from the illness my legs were nearly broken — every single limb. And I also still have very great head pain — when I study for about half an hour — I have no ability to hold my head. And to walk to the house — about a quarter of a quarter of an hour — I cannot. But trust is in Hashem Who has begun to help — in the merit of Rabbainu ז"ל and his holy disciple — and in the merit of your love and your prayers — He will surely G-d willing complete it through their merit for me — and heal me fully — so that I can engage in Torah and prayer. And I have greatly asked — do not wait for my letters — and write to me at all times. Perhaps there is any salvation from your co-parent-in-law, may his candle shine — and also from you. And when will your father, may his candle shine, come home? And for my letters — do not wait — for believe me — with all my strength I wrote. Nussun from Breslov Written Sunday, Parshas Vayeshev, 5641, from Teverya. Birchas Hagomel recited — walking with a staff. Could not stand when called to the Torah. נ נח נחמ נחמן מאומן