Siman 180

(14.) The matter was like one who has a great need for the world etc. and they grabbed him and put him in a room: "Sit here." That they took me and seated me on a third or fourth floor, very high up etc. Was I not like a merchant who goes out to the market and has several things to do — to grab this transaction and that transaction etc. Even when they told me I need to rest and refresh myself — it did not enter my ears what rest and refreshment is — for one must always, always be doing. And now I must observe the time of eating and sleep and the like, because of the illness.