Siman 482

(39.) Once he was conversing with me about the matter of humility — how it truly is etc. And he also spoke with me about the matter of "for its own sake, not for reward." But after all — I inevitably want something etc. And he read my thoughts. For these difficulties about humility and this matter had been coming to my mind — and he o.b.m. in his wondrous holiness had read my thoughts. But he said no explicit resolution or answer to this — only his words were as if to say that he knows all my thoughts that arise in the heart — but it is impossible now to settle all this for me.