קלד.
אבי הנחל - Ebay HaNachal - Blossoms of the Stream
הַמְעַדֵּן וּמְעַנֵּג אֶת נַפְשׁוֹ בְּפִלְאֵי אוֹרוֹת הַצַּחְצָחוֹת הָעֶלְיוֹנוֹת מְאֹד הַמְחַיִּים וּמְרַפְּאִים אֶת גּוּפוֹ וְנַפְשׁוֹ, וּמְטַהֲרִים מֵאֲבִי אָבוֹת הַטֻּמְאָה שֶׁל הַמִּינוּת וֶאֱמוּנוֹת כָּזְבִיוֹת שֶׁל הַשַּׁקְרָנִים בַּעֲלֵי כָּבוֹד וְגַאֲוָה הַלּוֹחֲמִים בְּעַזּוּת מֵצַח לְהַרְחִיק וּלְהַפְרִיד אֶת יִשְׂרָאֵל מֵהַצַּדִּיק הָאֱמֶת שֶׁהוּא עִקַּר מְקוֹר וְשֹׁרֶשׁ חַיּוּתָם לְדוֹרֵי דּוֹרוֹת לַנֵצַח, וְעַל-יְדֵי זֶה הֵם מְעַכְּבִים אֶת הַגְּאֻלָּה וְגוֹרְמִים כָּל הַכְּפִירוֹת וְכָל הַצָּרוֹת וְהַחֻרְבָּנוֹת שֶׁבָּא עַל יִשְׂרָאֵל. אֲבָל הַצַּדִּיק בְּוַדַּאי יִגְמֹר הַכֹּל כִּרְצוֹנוֹ לְתַקֵּן הָעוֹלָם בִּשְׁלֵמוּת כְּמוֹ שֶׁהִבְטִיחַ וְאָמַר: "הַאֲנִי לֹא גָּמַרְתִּי?! גָּמַרְתִּי וְאֶגְמֹר!"
Fortunate are we that we have merited to know of the one who labors at the repair of our souls from generation to generation forever — in every generation! I have urged myself to write to you — to fulfill your desire — with true words — wondrous and sincere words of truth. Even though right now I have no words — for my mind is not clear and I have no words — because of the immense sufferings passing over me. I long and yearn very greatly to fulfill your desire — to write to you true words. How very great are His wonders Yisburach — that specifically now — in the great abundance of the darkness of our darkness — we see the sprouting of the horn of salvation.
ה' יִתְבָּרַךְ רָאָה שֶׁבַּעֲוֹנוֹתֵינוּ הָרַבִּים מִתְגַּבְּרִים בְּכָל דּוֹר וָדוֹר הָעַזֵּי פָּנִים שֶׁבַּדּוֹר.
It is no small matter what I have just written — for it is most awesome wonders! And it shall be — when Hashem completes all His work — we will tell the praises of Hashem and His might and His wonders that He performed with us — to give us life forever. My eyes look forward at every moment to bind with you! Trust in Hashem — for He will not abandon you. May Hashem be with you — and may He strengthen your heart — to add every day to engrave in your heart the light of the free kindness that now illuminates in the world. For outside of this — everything is vanity. Be careful to always remember — that there are broad shoulders to lean upon. What would we have done if we did not have such a power and such counsels? How it would have been impossible to bear the bitterness of the world — more bitter than death — which cannot be sweetened except through the true Tzadik.
לִפְעָמִים צַדִּיק גָּדוֹל נִתְהַפֵּךְ לְאִישׁ אַחֵר מֵחֲמַת שֶׁנֶּאֱחָז בּוֹ נִשְׁמַת אָדָם רָשָׁע וְעַל-יְדֵי זֶה נוֹפֵל לַעֲבֵרוֹת וּפְגָמִים חַס וְשָׁלוֹם, וְלִפְעָמִים נִתְעַבֵּר בְּרָשָׁע נְשָׁמָה קְדוֹשָׁה שֶׁעַל-יְדֵי זֶה מִתְעוֹרֵר בִּתְשׁוּבָה, וְכָל אָדָם כְּפִי בְּחִירָתוֹ וּכְפִי כִּסּוּפָיו וְהִתְחַזְּקוּתוֹ וֶאֱמוּנָתוֹ בַּה' יִתְבָּרַךְ כְּמוֹ כֵן ה' יִתְבָּרַךְ מִתְגַּלְגֵּל עִמּוֹ בְּרַחֲמָיו.
What shall we give back to Hashem — that we merit to know of the true Tzadik — the foundation of the world — who sweetens the bitterness of the entire world? And certainly those who shelter in his shade and draw close to him — the bitterness is sweetened for them much more. Fortunate are we — how good is our portion that we have merited to this. And through this — rejoice and exult every day and at every moment. I look forward at every moment to your great salvation! One is inevitably going to pass through many kinds of obstacles and sufferings — for all who wish to labor and to catch a whiff of the fragrance of the words of the books of the Tzadik. The bond between us — it is a matter of great magnitude — deep and most awesome… The bond between us — and all that you have heard from me — it is no small matter. From all of it you can understand that it is a matter of great magnitude — deep and most awesome. And if this wise one says he wishes to know — he will not be able to find it. And through this — rejoice and exult every day and at every moment. For our hope has not yet been lost — through the kindnesses of Hashem and His great compassion.
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