אֲנָחָה
ליקוטי עצות מהדורא בתרא - Likutay Aitzos (Mahaduras Basra)
א. עַל יְדֵי אֲנָחָה דִּקְדֻשָּׁה הוּא חוֹזֵר וּמַבְרִיא אֶת הָרוּחַ הַדּוֹפֵק, וְנִצּוֹל מֵהָעַצְבוּת רוּחַ שֶׁבָּא עַל יְדֵי יְגִיעַת וְטִרְדַּת הַפַּרְנָסָה, וְזוֹכֶה לְדַעַת גָּדוֹל (לקוטי מוהר"ן נו).
Through a holy sigh [anachah d'kedushah] one restores and heals the pulsating spirit [ruach ha'dofek] [the vital pulse; one's life-force and inner vitality], and is saved from the depression of spirit [atzvas ruach] that comes through the weariness from toil [yegi'as] and the preoccupation and distraction [tirdas] of livelihood — and one merits to great da'as.
ב. עַל יְדֵי אֲנָחָה נַעֲשֶׂה הָאָדָם בְּרִיָּה חֲדָשָׁה מַמָּשׁ בְּגוּף וָנֶפֶשׁ (שם קט).
Through a sigh, a person literally becomes a new creation [bri'ah chadashah mamash] in both body and soul.
ג. גַּם בַּקְּדֻשָּׁה עַצְמָהּ יְכוֹלִין לִזְכּוֹת עַל יְדֵי הָאֲנָחָה לֵילֵךְ מִמַּדְרֵגָה לְמַדְרֵגָה.
Even within holiness itself, one can merit through anachah to ascend from level to level [madregah l'madregah]. [Translator's note: No source citation appears in the text for this teaching. The teaching implies that anachah is not only a remedy for spiritual fall, but a positive engine of ascent even for those already well advanced in holiness.]
ד. מִי שֶׁזּוֹכֶה לַאֲנָחָה אֲמִתִּית מֵעֻמְקָא דְּלִבָּא בֶּאֱמֶת, אֲזַי גּוּפוֹ מִשְׁתַּבֵּר בֶּאֱמֶת מַמָּשׁ מֵחֲמַת אַנְחָתוֹ, עַד שֶׁאֵין לוֹ כֹּחַ תֵּכֶף אַחַר כָּךְ אֲפִלּוּ לְהַגְבִּיהַּ יָדוֹ, עַד שֶׁשּׁוֹהֶה קְצָת וְחוֹזֵר לוֹ כֹּחוֹ; וּכְמוֹ שֶׁאָמְרוּ רַבּוֹתֵינוּ זַ"ל: אֲנָחָה שׁוֹבֶרֶת גּוּפוֹ שֶׁל אָדָם – שׁוֹבֶרֶת מַמָּשׁ. אַךְ אֲפִלּוּ מִי שֶׁאֵינוֹ זוֹכֶה לַאֲנָחָה כָּזֹאת, אַף עַל פִּי כֵן טוֹב מְאֹד מַעֲלַת הָאֲנָחָה דִּקְדֻשָּׁה, וְכַמְבֹאָר לְעֵיל (שיחות הר"ן סי' קסז).
One who merits to a truly authentic sigh from the depths of his heart — me'umka d'liba b'emes [from the true depths of the heart] — his very body is literally shattered [mishabeir] in truth by his sighing, to the point that he has no strength immediately afterward even to lift his hand — until he rests a little and his strength returns. This is as our Rabbis of blessed memory said: "A sigh breaks the body of a person" [Talmud Bavli, Berachos 58b] — breaks literally. However, even one who does not merit to such a sigh, nonetheless the virtue of a holy sigh is exceedingly great, as has been explained above.
ה. טוֹב לְהָאָדָם בְּשָׁעָה שֶׁשּׁוֹכֵב עַל מִטָּתוֹ לִישֹׁן, לְהַרְגִּיל עַצְמוֹ לִשְׁפֹּךְ שִׂיחוֹ לִפְנֵי הַשֵּׁם יִתְבָּרַךְ וּלְבַקֵּשׁ מִמֶּנּוּ יִתְבָּרַךְ שֶׁיִּזְכֶּה לְהִתְקָרֵב לַעֲבוֹדָתוֹ יִתְבָּרַךְ. וְאִם אֵינוֹ זוֹכֶה אָז לְדַבֵּר דִּבּוּרִים לְפָנָיו יִתְבָּרַךְ, אַף עַל פִּי כֵן יַרְגִּיל עַצְמוֹ לְהִתְאַנֵּחַ, וְיִגְנַח גְּנִיחוֹת הַרְבֵּה תְּכוּפוֹת זוֹ אֵצֶל זוֹ עַל זֶה שֶׁיִּזְכֶּה לְהִתְקָרֵב אֵלָיו יִתְבָּרַךְ (שיחות הר"ן).
It is good for a person, when lying in his bed to sleep, to train himself to pour out his conversation before Hashem Yisborach and to beseech Him, blessed be He, that he merit to draw close to His service. And if he does not merit at that time to speak words before Him, blessed be He — even so he should train himself to sigh, and to produce many sighs, one after another, over the fact that he has not yet merited to draw close to Hashem Yisborach.
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