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Tinyana
ספר שהיה לו התחזקות גדול בעבודתו, ולא הניח עצמו לבלבל כלל. ודרכו היה, שהיה בורר לו איזהו דרך ישרה איך להתנהג בעבודת השם, והתחיל להתנהג באלו ההנהגות ובאותו הדרך, שבחר לו. והיה מתנהג באלו ההנהגות איזה זמן, וכל מה שהיו באים עליו מחשבות אחרות לבלבלו מהנהגה זאת ולהתנהג בדרך אחר, לא היה שומע לאלו המחשבות כלל, והיה דוחה את אלו המחשבות מדעתו, ולא הניחם לכנס בדעתו כלל, רק היה חזק ואמיץ בדעתו מאד, והיה הולך ומתנהג בדרך שבחר לו איזה זמן. אך אחר כך בהמשך הזמן, אחר כמה שבועות, חזר ובא על דעתו איזה מחשבות, שצריך להתנהג בדרך אחר, ואז, אחר שכבר עבר זמן ארך, אז ישב עצמו ובחר לו איזה דרך וסדר אחר, כפי שהיה נראה לו אז. אבל לא הניח עצמו לבלבל בכל פעם מעבודה לעבודה ומדרך זה לדרך אחר, רק היה חזק לילך בדרך אחד זמן גדול כנ"ל:
Tinyana He Said That He Had Great Strengthening in His Service He said that he had great strengthening in his service and did not allow himself to be confused at all. And his way was that he would choose for himself some straight path, how to conduct himself in the service of Hashem [G-d]. And he began to conduct himself in those conducts and in that path that he chose for himself. And he would conduct himself in those conducts for some time. And all that came upon him, other thoughts to confuse him from that conduct and to conduct himself in another path, he did not listen to those thoughts at all. And he would push away those thoughts from his mind and did not allow them to enter his mind at all. Rather, he was very strong and steadfast in his mind and would go and conduct himself in the path he chose for some time. But afterward, over time, after several weeks, other thoughts would return and come to his mind that he needed to conduct himself in another path. And then, after a long time had passed, then he would settle himself and choose for himself some other path and order as it seemed to him then. But he did not allow himself to be confused each time from one service to another service and from this path to another path. Rather, he was strong to go in one path for a long time, as above.
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