...{I had} a grandfather, and he was a rabbi in Odessa, the rabbi of Odessa Everyone treated him with great honor, {he was}, he was a good leader, {yes} Oy, I loved him so much, he n.., without any Without all, everything became vanity, it is nothing, it is nothing “What is this? Are you crazy? {You …} need this and this, and this, and this? What? What for?” I laugh, I alone… ...Such a kind of pity, if one merits to understand with the intellect Then all the things of this world, it is th.. everything th.. everything is nothing Money is nothing, honor is nothing And he was clean, he was, every thing was for him.. refined {{…}} and clean, yes Baruch Hashem, when I was a small child, a small child I took, took a book from Rabbainu, and in the cabinet I had books There was, this book made a great impression on me, “Sichos,” “Sichos {HaRan},” his, these are his conversations Ay, I loved him with a love of the soul, there is no love like this in the world {And loves} Hashem Yisborach with such a love, that there is no love like this in the world Baruch Hashem, I saw from my friends, I, I saw, and they did not see I have no.., I did not have satisfaction from them, {taking} clevernesses {…}, but.. I spoke with them, I gave them to understand, but they did not want “What for?” And he loves very much to hear such conversations, that the vanity of the world is nothing, worth nothing Poor ones, {……..} that there should be pity, {….} that there should be pity And if you continue to go in truth {and serve} Hashem, then Hashem Yisborach will help, will help you And He will give you good gifts And I see, when I drew close to Rabbainu Hakadosh, and became a Breslover chassid The whole city in Teveria came to me:

“Oy, are you crazy? Breslov? {Granted} Karlin {is not so terrible}, but not Breslov” And I broke Karlin and all {{….}}, the liars, I could not tolerate it Hashem Yisborach illuminated good merchandise for me Rebbe Yisroel, he was, he, he, he, he wanted to do good for me, yes Ah.. “That you should not pursue this world so much, what for?” {Baruch Hashem}, Hashem Yisborach loves us, and gives us {{. .}}, in every.., always, good gifts, such gifts, that they had “drasha gishnak,” he “drasha gishnak” Everyone can merit.. in every place and at every time And Hashem Yisborach wants us to be, to be, to be related by marriage, related by marriage with, with Learned, clean people, if he will truly believe, {this is without measure} {….Such}, there are such people, whom I do not ask: “What do you need {to wait} for?”... ...He understands that I know with the intellect, I, what is the money and honor for? What for? Hashem Yisborach loves us, and He gives us such gifts, that are worth the whole world They can be divided among the whole world He was pure of soul, {pure} of heart, pure of tongue, tongue.. truly an angel {{{{He .}}}} That he does not, does not, does not love all this, “Go, go away from me” And when I come here, Baruch Hashem, I have satisfaction, here it is good, here it is good, here it is good Baruch Hashem, that I find good things, gifts What do you need all the money for? What for? And he merited to illuminate within me, to illuminate within me such precious things, that do not exist in the world There is no i.., there is nothing like this in the world {From this} I have much to tell and to speak, but it is very difficult for me But this is Rebbe Yisroel, whenever he would see, that I love the truth

{.. He did not have …. ……} My father did not know that I was Breslov, no, I did not tell him {What for, that it should be, th..}, that he should hold by what he holds And I, and I have, Baruch Hashem, precious things {that are}, precious He, he said to me: “I see that you are Breslov, I have no satisfaction, I have no satisfaction from this Why? Karlin is good, but Breslov? Who, who, who? Who wants Breslov?” [……..] [….….] And when I find one man, who wants Breslov, then, then I am very rich When I found one man who wants Breslov Who can estimate? Who can speak? Upon his heart were written all the {{…., ….}}, all the beliefs And he left me, he wanted, he saw that I was not so much, ah.. {{…}}, not so much.. […] Ah, then he gave me {..}, he said, he said: “Good, good, you {are mistaken, this is good\need to shout}, good, good, good, good, good” (Saba laughs) Ay.. my father said to me: “I do not want {{…}}, that you should be Karlin, I want {that you should be}, ah, I love Breslov” I said to him: “Father, you will have, you will have.. Yes, you will see, you will see how good Breslov is, you will see” And so it was I said to him: “Father, listen to what I am saying here, only Breslov!” [……….] [……] He did not want, {“You are Breslov? We are Breslovers?”} But I, then I.. explained to him, that it is a good thing And I succeeded, {how..}, I, I did not, did not want, did not want to leave him [……..] Oy vey, oy vey, ah.. When he saw, that I love his words {and all the rest, ...} He had great satisfaction and great delight {...}, I need to lie down a little

[….] Good [….]… ...I, Baruch Hashem, had intellect, and I understood that Rebbe Yisroel is, he.. {……………} [……...]… ...Such things, what, what.. {..}, that revived me… ...{Very good} He thought, perhaps, perhaps, perhaps, perhaps they are not so good… ...Such joy, when he saw that I was drawn after Breslov There was no one who.. who would give him some good reward… ...He came to Teveria for me, for me, {for one man, already this}... ...{…} cannot tolerate, cannot tolerate, {move}… ...Are you Breslov?… ... A great thing was made in our hearts I loved Rebbe Yisroel and Rebbe Yisroel loved me, {in the end, in the end this was} In the merit of this the {complete} redemption grew… ...{ He}, “Breslov is good?” I {kept}.., I thought: “Let us see if he will hold out” He did not, could not hold out, {this, this is to fear and to distance oneself} {...}… ...(..)... ...{We built} good lives, very, very precious things I {…} loved Breslov very much Baruch Hashem, Baruch Hashem I would hold out, and love Breslov very much… ...{Oy vey, oy, oy, oy, oy vey, oy, oy vey} How can one lie down when there are already wonders in the world, such wondrous lights That had not existed since the day the world was created, it has still not been revealed, only Rabbainu Hakadosh revealed a drop from the sea… ...What do you say about this? I cannot give an explanation of this, “My precious student” “Very much..,” this is the note that I found in the book “It was very difficult for me to descend to you {t..}my precious student to tell you that I derived very much pleasure from your service and concerning you I said, my little fire will smolder until Mashiach comes”

{To descend}… ..."And with this I will reveal a secret to you", "(P'tz'p'tz'y'h')" this is {{the intention}} of blowing the shofar on Rosh Hashanah… ...[……] The holy gaon, Rav Alfandari, he was a gaon… ...and he came to Teveria, I went to him, I asked him: "I want to attend to him" And he heard one prayer that I said from "Likutay Tefillos," so he said: "I need to be your attendant..” [Have you heard this already?] "I want, no, I do not want you to attend to me, I need to attend to you"… ...and he asked the administrators of the yeshiva to have compassion, that they give me bread for the children For small children, only bread, they said to him: "We will listen to you about everything, only this, no, I, he, he studies every day, the whole day, "Likutay Halachos" {Nu}, we will give him?"… ...only in his honor, because he {{….}}, would ask, they gave me half a lira per month For bread for the children… ...we had a kabbalist, Rav Yom Tov Zoldnik, do you know who this is? [He had a beverage store] Ah, yes, yes, beverages [In Shaarei Chesed, in Shaarei Chesed] Shaarei Chesed [……] [……] I said to him: "I am sending the children back, they have no bread to eat" He did not answer me, I had no bread Afterward he became ill with a lung ailment, and he passed away, I had complaints against Hashem: "Why did he pass away? He could have lived a long time, why did he pass away?" Oy vey, what I suffered because of the.. "Breslov, Breslov, Breslov”… ...{………}, and I suffered what I suffered, what is impossible to describe Now you, you were a teacher with children, no? [Yes] And now not? [Now a little] Ah? [A little older]

Older.. [Two who are thirteen years old, now two children thirteen years old, no longer children] Oy vey, do you have children? [Yes] Ah, ah, oy… ...I want to live in Yerushalayim [Good] Nu, if you have an apartment in Yerushalayim, and you have some small room for me For a bed and a small table, then good [Baruch Hashem, there is] There is [Yes] Good, from here I will travel to Yerushalayim [Good] Do you know how to drive? [Yes]… ...Yoa, yoa, we have a book from our holy Rabbainu, and its name is.. The name of the book is "Megillas Setarim," he revealed the day and the month and the year, when Mashiach Tzidkeinu will come, yes, this is the book, and the book is with, with Rabbainu's friends, Rabbainu's disciples, the book, the book—in short, in any event I know of this, that there is a book whose name is "Megillas Setarim" Our holy Rabbainu revealed the day and the year and the month that.. that Mashiach Tzidkeinu will come… ...Shoin, do not leave us, do not go away from me, only to eat [Good] Ah? [Good] Good… ...my father, he was a Karlin chassid And Baruch Hashem, I merited, through Rabbainu's merit, to leave this completely [To leave this] Because there is no rebbe, there is no rebbe, only Rabbainu is the Rebbe… ...I felt and I feel, that the entire redemption depends… …And our holy Rabbainu said: "Mashiach will give an explanation of the story.., of the "Likutay Moharan"" This is a very awesome secret, {ah}, the secret of the redemption Ah, oy vey… ...our holy Rabbainu revealed when the coming of Mashiach will be, yes A matter {that was not.., was in a great secret}, it was not publicized, {{…}} Only our holy Rabbainu revealed it in the book, and no person knows, only Rabbainu and Rebbe Nassan… ...on Rosh Hashanah were you {..} in.. in Uman?

[I was in Yerushalayim] Ah? [We were a minyan in Yerushalayim, Saba, a minyan of friends] {..}, the main thing is Uman Our holy Rabbainu said: "Whoever comes to me, this is {Uman\craftsmanship}" [But nevertheless we hope that he will be in Yerushalayim one day] Ah? [We expect that he will be in Yerushalayim one day, nevertheless You also told us that this is very necessary] What? [You once said that this is very necessary, that Rabbainu be in Yerushalayim] {..}… ...Rebbe Yisroel came from Chevron to Teveria, and found me in Teveria And at that time, a great commotion arose in Teveria: "Yisroel Ber became Breslov," yes And also the parents, my mother and father, my father was blind, and would cry before me: "I do not want Breslov" I said: "I want only Breslov"… ...our holy Rabbainu, there is a book, "Megillas Setarim," in it Rabbainu revealed the day and the month and the year when Mashiach will come… ...he revealed, but no one knows, only Rabbainu and Rebbe Nassan, but he revealed [He revealed] The day {on which} Mashiach will come… ...the month and the year, they do not know… ...[...] We need to rejoice and dance in every.., in every place, in every.. This is the main thing of everything [Ah] The main foundation and root of everything This is the rectification… …(Saba laughs)... ...[The friends sing: "Na Na-ch Na-chma Na-chman MeUman.."]… ...[The friends sing: "Na Na-ch Na-chma Na-chman MeUman.."]… ...there is "Likutay Halachos," what this is, this is the entire redemption and the entire salvation, {..} Every utterance of Rabbainu, of Rebbe Nassan, they are all our vitality.. ..they do not... {and the world}, the world makes sophisticated calculations… ...what is hitbodedut? - A conversation, he converses before Hashem

He tells and speaks to Hashem about everything, all the.. ..what, what to do, with what counsel that he should come}, {…..} And we find in the Torah that this is the concept, 'sichah' is 'Mashiach,' Mashiach, Mashiach, and he speaks before Hashem, ah, "And Yitzchak went out to converse in the field," he went {…..}… ...{he went} He had a conversation, he spoke, he told and spoke with Hashem about, about everything This is Mashiach, 'Mashiach' from the language of 'sichah' The concept of Mashiach is conversation, to speak with Hashem and to pray before Hashem "With all your heart and with all your soul and with all.." Ah, but he is like, like, like his truth [Rabbainu's], there was none in the world He burns, like, like Rebbe Nassan said: "In Breslov a fire burns, give the fire {to Hashem}, in my heart" "In Breslov a fire burns, put the fire into my heart" {{…. will come}} And we see that Hashem gave him the name 'Mashiach,' it is from the language of 'sichah' This is that he always spoke before Hashem This is Mashiach, Mashiach, he is conversation, he always speaks with Hashem {Oy}, a gaon like Rabbainu, there was none, "A novelty like me has still never been in the world" What is the novelty? {{the name}} Mashiach, and that Mashiach will come {{….}} Hashem always [……..] [……..]... ...Ay, Rebbe Nassan {says}.., explains and elucidates what Rabbainu said He traveled from Breslov to Uman after the fire, and on this road, Rabbainu revealed such utterances That it is impossible to reveal {things ...} {without this}, {without\who} this, {{….}} From where is this? To say: "Master of the Universe," this is all the wisdom {This surpasses.., surpasses this entire concept} And to always cry before Hashem Conversation is the concept of Mashiach, Mashiach, he speaks and tells before Hashem everything that passes over him

This is conversation, {to sing to Hashem}, {yes} The whole world, even the scholars and the gaonim, are far from this “{What is this?} Prayer? What? Also the name “Nachman,” it is a concept of consolation and words, to speak with Hashem “Na Na-ch Na-chma Na-chman MeUman” Ho, where {did he go?}, he cast away all the clevernesses and all.. “Only prayer, {.., what is this?}” The whole world did not want to accept “What is prayer? What? What will come of this, if he says “Master of the Universe”? “Father, Father, Father, Father, have mercy on me, merciful Father, have mercy on me..” {Ho, yes} I saw how Rebbe Yisroel cried with tears at.., to Rebbe Shimon at the holy gravesite And until it became in the house, like pouring a bucket of water, from the tears, from his tears He cried, I do not know how he.., there is so much water in a person, so many tears…